hotter than a pop tart fresh out of the toaster.

Brittany Murphy & Jonathan Brandis // Count Your Blessings Now (I Didn't Know How)

2009-12-25T23:47:57Z

I'm sure by now you all know of the incredibly tragic passing of Brittany Murphy on December 20, 2009. She was one of my favorite actresses and, as far as I could tell, a beautiful soul. What you may not know is that Brittany was accompanied to her high school prom by Jonathan Brandis, whom I also love and have done several fanmixes for... and who also, unfortunately, perished way too young at the age of 27 by his own hand. This fanmix is for the both of them - not necessarily as a couple (if they ever were), but as two souls who perhaps hurt more than anyone ever realized. We do not yet know that Brittany died of anything more than a cardiac arrest... but until toxicology reports come in, I'm choosing to believe the best of her. Here's hoping the both of them are dancing together in Heaven on this fine Christmas Day. May peace finally be with their souls.

1. Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton

"Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?//
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?"

2. Across the Universe - Jim Sturgess

"Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes//
They call me on and on across the universe."

3. 21 Guns - Green Day

"When it's time to live and let die//
And you can't get another try//
Something inside this heart has died//
You're in ruins."

4. Forever Young - Alphaville

"Let us die young or let us live forever."

5. She Came In Through the Bathroom Window - Karima Francis
(This version is positively heart-shattering.)

"And though she thought I knew the answer//
Well, I knew but I could not say//
Didn't anybody tell her?//
Didn't anybody see?"

6. Rain - Patty Griffin

"Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep//
You think that you're gonna drown."

7. Hold Me - Savage Garden

"So tell me isn't happiness worth more than a gold and diamond ring?"

8. Twilight - Elliott Smith

"But how long will you stay with me baby?//
Because your candle burns too bright."

9. The Astronaut - Something Corporate

"Calling out to the astronaut//
I need some of what you got//
I need to be high."

10. The Ghost of Tom Joad - Bruce Springsteen

"The highway is alive tonight//

But nobody's kiddin' nobody 'bout where it goes//
I'm sittin' down here in the campfire light//
With the ghost of 'ol Tom Joad."

11. Pictures of Success - Rilo Kiley

"I'm a modern girl, but I fold in half so easily//

When I put myself in the picture of success."

12. When I'm Gone - Eminem
(This song is mainly here b/c Brittany was in 8 Mile w/ Em... but of course it's appropriate.)

"And when I'm gone, just carry on//
Don't mourn, rejoice//
Every time you hear the sound of my voice//
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling."

13. Don't Stop Believin' - Journey

"A singer in a smoky room//
A smell of wine and cheap perfume//
For a smile they can share the night//
It goes on and on and on and on."

14. Viva la Vida - Coldplay

"For some reason I can't explain//
I know Saint Peter won't call my name."

15. Who Knew - Pink

"When someone said count your blessings now before they're long gone//
I guess I just didn't know how, I was all wrong."

16. Golden Slumbers - The Beatles

"Golden slumbers fill your eyes//
Smiles awake you when you rise//
Sleep pretty darling do not cry//
And I will sing a lullaby."

BONUS TRACKS BY BRITTANY!

17. Faster Kill Pussycat w/ Paul Oakenfold

18. Nobody Does It Better (from 'Little Black Book')

19. Somebody to Love (from 'Happy Feet')

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Just Like Pontius Pilate, You Washed Your Hands of Me & Might As Well Die If I Can't Fly

2009-12-19T00:16:03Z

These two mixes were inspired by Dean Koontz's chapter titles in "Life Expectancy." The mixes, however, have absolutely nothing to do with the book. The titles were just begging for a fanmix. There is a Side A & Side B, making for a full fanmix. Enjoy!!! (By the way, I know I use Kate's 'Hallelujah' a lot, but it's way too perfect for this not to.)

1. Hallelujah - Kate Voegele
2. Boston [Slow Version] - Augustana
3. Empty Sky - Bruce Springsteen
4. Pierrot the Clown - Placebo
5. State of the Union - David Ford
6. Urge For Going - Joni Mitchell
7. Judas - Kelly Clarkson

1. Tautou - Brand New
2. Magic - Bruce Springsteen
3. Blackbird - Evan Rachel Wood
4. Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chili Peppers
5. Kite Song - Rosie Thomas
6. To the Moon and Back - Savage Garden
7. Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band

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Twilight - Jacob Black - The Sound of This Pollution In Me [EP]

2009-12-13T04:07:04Z

So, let's get one thing straight. I hate Twilight. I hate Edward & Bella. Stephenie Meyer is an incredibly poor writer (dear someone, please show her the way adverbs are supposed to work!). I read the series because my best friend Amy had to go and fall in love with it (surprise, surprise). The whole concept of E & B really offends my feminist sensibilities. It's just NOT a healthy relationship. But I do like Jacob Black. And I like Bella much more when she's with him. Taylor Lautner is incredible in the role, and after seeing New Moon & hearing "Here Is Gone" I was inspired to make this EP. Please enjoy! He is, after all, the most interesting character.

1. I'm on Fire - Bruce Springsteen

"Tell me now baby, is he good to you?

Can he do to you the things that I do?
Oh no, I can take you higher."

2. Kings of Medicine - Placebo

"It's a case in point, baby.
That you never thought it through.
Stupid me, to believe I could depend on stupid you."

3. Here Is Gone - Goo Goo Dolls

"I was not the answer, so forget you ever thought it was me.
I'm not the one who broke you. I'm not the one you should fear."

4. Running Up That Hill - Placebo

"You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder,
There is a thunder in our hearts, baby."

5. Hallelujah - Kate Voegele

"Well, I heard there was a sacred chord,
David played & it pleased the Lord.
But you don't really care for music, do ya?"

"I don't really like music anymore." -Bella, New Moon

6. My Best Was Never Good Enough - Bruce Springsteen

"Come on pretty baby, call my bluff,
For you my best was never good enough."

7. Goodbye to You - Michelle Branch

"It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time.
I want what's yours, and I want what's mine.
I want you, but I'm not giving in this time."

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Max & Sherri Bemis // Rest Upon a Chance

2009-11-29T23:41:16Z

I dare you to find a couple cuter than these two. I *love* Say Anything, and when I heard lead singer Max Bemis married Eisley singer Sherri Kay Dupree, I was ecstatic. He's over the moon for her, and after all the hell he's been through he deserves some happiness. I saw both bands at the Norva in Norfolk, VA in November and when Max joined Eisley onstage for one song he told Sherri he loved her at the end. It was a very cute, very subtle exchange, but palpable all the same. As soon as I heard Springsteen's "If I Should Fall Behind," I was inspired to make this mix. Three Say Anything songs are included... and of course Max's new song about Sherri: "Crush'd." I couldn't think of two people more deserving of a love like this. All pictures are from Sherri's Facebook, so all credit goes to her. And here's a big shout out to them both: LOVE YOU GUYS! <3 Let me know what you think! Comments are very much appreciated. :-)

1. I've Just Seen a Face - Jim Sturgess
2. She's Got the Look - Roxette
3. Drag - Placebo
4. Alive With the Glory of Love - Say Anything
5. What I've Been Looking For - High School Musical
6. Touches You - Mika
7. All of Your Life (You Need Love) - Backstreet Boys
8. Stolen - Dashboard Confessional
9. Shiksa (Girlfriend) - Say Anything
10. I Think We're Alone Now - The Click Five
11. And You Give - Matthew Barber
12. In Your Eyes - Ben Harper
13. Real Love - Adam Sandler
14. Signal Fire - Snow Patrol
15. Crush'd - Say Anything
16. If I Should Fall Behind - Bruce Springsteen
17. Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler

ONE

TWO

THREE

FOUR

FIVE

SIX

SEVEN

EIGHT

NINE

TEN

ELEVEN

TWELVE

THIRTEEN

FOURTEEN

FIFTEEN

SIXTEEN

SEVENTEEN

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Degrassi Season 9 - KC/Clare/Jenna - Straight Through My Heart

2009-10-10T21:53:09Z

1. See You Again - Miley Cyrus [Clare]
...But last time I freaked out / I just kept looking down / I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' bout...

2. I Want You to Want Me - Aly Michalka [KC & Clare]
...I'd love you to love me...

3. What I've Been Looking For - Ryan & Sharpay [KC & Clare]
...You were always there beside me...

4. Vacuum Bag - Stroke 9 [KC to Clare]
...Don't hate me, don't regret me, don't ever forget me...

5. Hot 'N Cold - Katy Perry [Clare to KC]
...Got a case of a love bi-polar...

6. She's Got the Look - Roxette [KC noticing Jenna for the first time]
...She's a juvenile scam / Never was a quitter...

7. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Miley Cyrus [Jenna]
...I wanna be the one to walk in the sun...

8. Maneater - Nelly Furtado [Jenna]
Jenna: At my old school I was such a boyfriend stealer.
--From the S. 9 Premiere
...Wish you never ever met her at all...

9. Straight Through My Heart - Backstreet Boys [KC & Jenna]
...Thought I could fool her charm / I really wanna go / But I can't leave her alone, oh...

10. Potential Break-Up Song - Aly & AJ [Clare to KC]
...You better think clearly clearly before you nearly nearly bust up the situation that you're gonna miss dearly dearly...

11. Love Game - Lady GaGa [Jenna to KC]
...You've indicated your interest / I'm educated in sex, yes...

12. Hate Everyone - Say Anything [KC in one of his moods]
...I hate my ex-girlfriend though she's feminine...

13. There's Us - Backstreet Boys [Clare to KC]
...Freeze frame, I'm not about to cry / It's too late for us to change, why try?...

14. Which to Bury, Us or the Hatchet? - Relient K [Clare to KC]
...And all this time I never thought / That all we had would be all for naught...

15. Sooner or Later - Michelle Branch [Clare to KC]
...Well she don't do nothin for you but mess you up / Yeah, she messes you up...

16. Don't Forget - Demi Lovato [Clare's final farewell to KC]
...And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned...

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[Individual songs per request]

Degrassi Season 9 - Declan/Jane/Spinner - You Wreck Me

2009-10-10T20:24:01Z

1. Minding My Own Business - Coconut Records [Declan]
...Yeah, I'm minding my own business for a change...

2. Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3 [Declan]
...Tell your boyfriend if he says he's got beef / That I'm a vegetarian, and I'm not fucking scared of him...

3. I Think We're Alone Now - The Click Five [Declan & Jane]
....Look at the way we gotta hide what we're doing / What would they say?...

4. Why Don't We Do It In the Road? - Dana Fuchs [Declan]
Declan: I guess I know what, I mean whom, I'll be doing this year.
--From a S. 9 promo
...No one will be watching us / why don't we do it in the road?...

5. I'm On Fire - Jack's Mannequin [Declan & Jane]
...I can take you higher...

6. You Wreck Me - Tom Petty [Jane & Declan]
...And just play dumb, whatever you know...

7. Dirty Little Secret - The All-American Rejects [Declan]
Declan: I keep the flies off of her...
Fiona: And I keep his dirty little secrets.
Declan: The ones she knows about, anyway.
--From a S. 9 promo
...Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret...

8. Scream - Timbaland [Declan & Jane]
...I love it, babe, got me here doing things I'd never do...

9. Property - Say Anything [Declan]
...You sold your soul / You can't retrieve the love I stole...

10. The Secret's In the Telling [Declan & Jane]
...We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden...

11. The Call - Backstreet Boys [Jane confessing to Spinner]
...I should've said no, someone's waiting for me...

12. The Science of Selling Yourself Short - Less Than Jake [Spinner]
...I think it's fine by me that I'm my own worst enemy...

13. Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson [Jane to Spinner]
...Perfect couldn't keep this love alive...

14. By the Time - Mika [Spinner's reply]
...I didn't get the chance, damn you...

15. Special Needs - Placebo [Spinner]
...Just 19, this sucker's dream, I guess I thought you had the flavor...

16. Do You Like It? - Our Lady Peace [Spinner]
...I don't want to be a puppet for you / Don't want to bite the hand that's feeding...

17. Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects [Spinner's final send-off to Jane]
...If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well / Then he's a fool...

18. Both Hands - Ani DiFranco [Jane's reply]
...I am writing the story of how hard we tried...

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[Individual songs upon request.]

Real People - Jonathan Brandis - 27 (The Finish Line)

2009-04-17T04:09:40Z

1. Nobody Knows Me At All // The Weepies
[January 2003]

2. Ruthless // Something Corporate
[February 2003]

3. Woe (Demo) // Say Anything
[March 2003]

4. Under the Bridge // Red Hot Chili Peppers
[April 2003 - April 13th, Jonathan's birthday]

5. Free Fallin' // John Mayer
[May 2003]

6. Annie Use Your Telescope // Jack's Mannequin
[June 2003]

7. Bed of Lies // Matchbox Twenty
[July 2003]

8. Battle for the Sun // Placebo
[August 2003]

9. The Trapeze Swinger // Iron & Wine
[September 2003]

10. The Finish Line // Snow Patrol
[October 2003]

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11. You're Missing // Bruce Springsteen
[November 2003 - The week before the suicide]

12. I Miss You // Jamestown Story
[November 2003 - The funeral]

13. Let It Be // Carol Woods & Timothy T. Mitchum
[December 2003. Jonathan's mother's name is Mary. The picture below was taken on September 12th, 2003.]

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Laughing Gas // Joker EP

2009-03-04T03:36:45Z

1. Remember Me? - Eminem
"Remember me? (Seven executions)
Remember me? (I have no remorse)
Remember me? (I'm 'High Powered')
Remember me? (I drop bombs like Hiroshima)"
2. Loompa Land - Charlie & the Chocolate Factory
Instrumental
3. Being For the Benefit of Mr. Kite - Eddie Izzard
"Having been some days in preparation
a splendid time is guaranteed for all"
4. Career of Evil - Blue Oyster Cult
"Pay me I'll be your surgeon
I'd like to pick your brain
Capture you, inject you
Leave you kneeling in the rain"
5. Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This) - Marilyn Manson
"I'm gonna use you and abuse you
I'm gonna know what's inside"
6. Helter Skelter - Dana Fuchs
"When I get to the bottom
I go back to the top of the slide
Where I stop and turn
And I go for a ride
Til I get to the bottom and I see you again"
7. Necessary Evil - The Dresden Dolls
"Let's get lost, fingers first
It's an ordinary evening
I'm broadcasting are you receiving?
Sick sick sound
All fall down
It's a necessary evil"

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Atlanta Started Raining On Me // End of a Friendship

2009-02-28T03:01:36Z

This is a mix for the end of a friendship. For someone you love so much they are almost your idol. Or maybe they are. It's dangerous. I ended the friendship I had because it was unhealthy for me because she was so wonderful and gorgeous I couldn't love myself around her. When I heard the title of this mix in a Something Corporate song, I knew I had to make a mix about this recent experience (she's from Athens, Georgia). I'll let the lyrics speak for themselves about the dynamics of our former friendship. I think out of all the songs I chose 'Leave' & 'Drag' sum up our relationship the best.

1. Girl - Jim Sturgess
"She's the kind of girl you want so much it makes you sorry
Still you don't regret a single day"
2. I Wan'na Be Like You - Smash Mouth
"I wanna be like you

I wanna walk like you, talk like you too"
3. She Paints Me Blue - Something Corporate
"I can't hide that I've relied on you
Like yellow does on blue"
4. The Resolution - Jack's Mannequin
"And you hold me down, and you got me living in the past"
5. Drag - Placebo
"You possess every trait that I lack
By coincidence or by design
You're the monkey I got on my back
That tells me to shine"
6. Learning to Fly - Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
"Well the good old days may not return
And the rocks might melt, and the sea may burn"
7. Do What You Have to Do - Sarah McLachlan
"I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go"
8. Everybody's Changing - Keane
"Everybody's changing, and I don't know why"
9. Drain You - Nirvana
"It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube
And end up in your infection"
10. Leave - Matchbox Twenty
"I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me.
I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't want to let it get away from me."
11. Over My Head (Cable Car) - The Fray
"And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and it's effortless."
12. The Sound Of - Jann Arden
"Oh, the sound of the wind through my heart makes me glad
For all the ones that never knew my name"
13. Like a Diamond - Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
"She goes on forever
Yeah, she's gonna shine forever
Like a diamond in the sunlight"
14. Let It Be - The Beatles
"For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be"

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blackbirds flying low on the water's edge // beatles wives

2009-02-24T03:01:54Z

Before Yoko, Linda, Olivia & Barbara there were Cynthia, Jane, Pattie & Maureen. And yes, I realize that Jane & Paul were only engaged, but for all intents and purposes of this mix they might as well have been married. Jane is not in the picture above, however, the one kneeling is Pattie's sister Jenny. My favorite couple is and always has been George & Pattie and I only wish they were able to have kids because that would have been the most beautiful child on planet earth. Although Dhani is gorgeous even with Olivia as his mother.
Anyway, here's a mix for the four who saw it all and went through it all and were the objects of many a woman's hatred. But did they really have it all? I love the Beatles more than any other four gentlemen on this planet, but they are/were no upstanding citizens...

1. Prologue ... Girl // Jim Sturgess

2. Pattie Harrison ... Layla // Eric Clapton

3. Cynthia Lennon ... Cynthia // Bruce Springsteen

4. Jane McCartney ... Jane Says (Acoustic) // Jane's Addiction

5. Maureen Starkey ... Maureen // Sade

6. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun // Miley Cyrus

7. Forever Young // Alphaville

8. Man at the Top // Bruce Springsteen

9. My Life Would Suck Without You // Kelly Clarkson

10. Stand Still, Look Pretty // The Wreckers

11. Paul cheats on Jane ... Restless Nights // Bruce Springsteen

12. Pills // The Perishers

13. George cheats on Pattie with Maureen ... Dead Meat // Sean Lennon

14. John & Cynthia ... Stolen Car // Bruce Springsteen

15. Good Boys // Blondie

16. Both Sides Now // Joni Mitchell

17. Song to Say Goodbye // Placebo

18. Trouble in Paradise // Bruce Springsteen

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[Individual songs per request.]

valentine, you're asinine -- anti-valentine's day

2009-02-01T01:31:19Z

So who needs this stupid holiday anyway?

1. Love Stinks -- Adam Sandler
Cindy & Scott are newlyweds. Whoopidedoo!
2. Honey Don't -- The Beatles
Tell the truth now, is love real?
3. How I Feel -- Kelly Clarkson
Fairy tales from so long ago /
Save them for someone who's not smart enough to know.
4. Gives You Hell -- The All-American Rejects
When you see my face hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell /
when you walk my way hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
5. SOS -- Jonas Brothers
Told you I made dinner plans / For you and me and no one else /
That don't include your crazy friends / Well I'm done /
With awkward situations, empty conversations
6. Simple Together -- Alanis Morissette
This loss is numbing me / It pierces my chest /
And I can't stop dropping everything
7. Two Days in February -- Goo Goo Dolls
I hung your picture on the wall and that's all it is /
I break my fingers to make a call and that's all it is /
I know you're living way out west /
Don't get me wrong I'm not impressed with you no more
8. All Good Things -- Nelly Furtado
The pain sets in and I don't cry /
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
9. Revenge Is Sweeter (Than You Ever Were) -- The Veronicas
You're on the way down / And I can't wait to see you burn
10. Broken Promise -- Placebo
I'll wait my turn / To tear inside you /
Watch you burn / And I'll wait my turn / To terrorize you
11. Before He Cheats -- Carrie Underwood
Cause the next time that he cheats / Oh, you know it won't be on me
12. The Night Before -- The Beatles
Were you telling lies? / Was I so unwise? /
When I held you near / You were so sincere /
Treat me like you did the night before
13. But a Fleeting Illness -- Say Anything
Now I'm not afraid to kill this / You are but a fleeting illness /
The emptier, the easier to break / Let the clock spin sweetly on its way /
And your face will blur and fade away
14. Play With Fire -- Hilary Duff
I'm not falling for that game / Boys like you never change /
You made me feel I wasn't enough / Wasn't enough for your love /
But it was insecurity that made you run / It wasn't me
15. Division -- Aly & A.J.
They would be thinking that I would be pleading to you /
To get back together / Well how about never?
16. Take a Bow -- Rhianna
You're so ugly when you cry / Please just cut it out
17. The Word You Wield -- Say Anything
There must be something wrong with me / My mind
Is just a sickly little alibi / And why / Am I surprised you're giving up on me /
Goodbye / The word you're wielding like a knife
18. The Thanks I Get (Alternate Version) -- Coconut Records
You promised me summer / You're giving me winter /
And this is all the thanks that you'll get
19. Somebody Kill Me -- Adam Sandler
It was all bullshit / It was a goddamn joke /
And when I think of you Linda / I hope you fucking choke

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genius mix 3 / give up the funk

2009-01-14T05:40:54Z

[Give Up the Funk]

Genius Mix 3 -- Based on Chumbawumba's "Tubthumping"

1. Tubthumping -- Chumbawumba
2. Get Down Tonight -- KC and the Sunshine Band
3. Pick Up the Pieces -- Average White Band
4. With You -- Chris Brown
5. Crazy In Love -- Beyonce ft. Jay-Z
6. Take Our Time -- TLC
7. ABC -- The Jackson 5
8. Funkytown -- Lipps Inc.
9. War -- Edwin Starr
10. Jungle Boogie -- Kool & the Gang
11. Give Up the Funk -- Parliament
12. Upside Down -- Diana Ross
13. Work (Freemasons) -- Kelly Rowland
14. Best of My Love -- The Emotions
15. 50 Candles -- Boyz II Men
16. Closer -- Ne-Yo
17. A Change Is Gonna Come -- Sam Cooke
18. Wall to Wall -- Chris Brown
19. Sexual Revolution -- Macy Gray

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genius mix 2 // Girls just wanna have fun!

2009-01-14T05:10:51Z

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!

Genius Mix 2 -- Based on Miley's cover of "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun"
Here's a super fun pure pop dance mix! Get down tonight.

1. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun -- Miley Cyrus
2. Like Whoa -- Aly & A.J.
3. Thunder (Acoustic) -- Boys Like Girls
4. Stranger -- Hilary Duff
5. Whoa Oh! (Me Vs. Everyone) -- Forever the Sickest Kids
6. Bottle It Up -- Sara Bareilles
7. Guilty Pleasure -- Cobra Starship
8. Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3
9. Do You Believe In Magic? -- Aly & A.J.
10. Disturbia -- Rihanna
11. A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes -- Disney Channel Circle of Stars
12. 4Ever -- The Veronicas
13. Break the Ice -- Britney Spears
14. Nine In the Afternoon -- Panic at the Disco
15. Closure -- Aly & A.J.
16. Dark Blue -- Jack's Mannequin
17. Kelsey -- Metro Station
18. Everywhere -- Michelle Branch
19. Wake Up America -- Miley Cyrus
20. Just Want You to Know -- Backstreet Boys
21. Hot 'N Cold -- Katy Perry

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anthems for seventeen year olds // genius mix 1

2009-01-14T04:13:37Z

[Anthems For Seventeen Year Olds]

Genius Mix 1 -- Based on the song "Baby, I'm An Anarchist" by Against Me!

1. Baby, I'm An Anarchist -- Against Me!
You believe in authority / I believe in myself
2. Astro Zombies -- Misfits
I'm gonna live my life to destroy your world
3. A Perfect Sonnet -- Bright Eyes
So I stand in the sun / And breathe with my lungs /
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth
4. Failure By Design -- Brand New
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself / Because I make things hard /
And you're just trying to help
5. Prisoner of Society -- The Living End
We don't refer to the past when showing what we've done /
The generation gap means the war is never worn /
The past is in your head / The future's in our hands
6. Meds -- Placebo
I was confused / By the birds and the bees /
Forgetting if I meant it
7. Start Wearing Purple -- Gogol Bordello
All your sanity and wits will vanish / I promise, it's just a matter of time!
8. Anthems For a Seventeen Year Old Girl -- Broken Social Scene
Park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me
9. Postcards From Italy -- Beirut
We're not all that bad / We put our feet where they had, had to go
10. I'm Ready, I Am -- The Format
There's no love like apathy
11. Popular Mechanics For Lovers -- Beulah
But all I ever find my love / Are cliches that don't rhyme
12. God Willing -- Dropkick Murphys
Fate has one guarantee / And we all must agree /
That the best laid plans / May all change by tomorrow
13. Shiksa (Girlfriend) -- Say Anything
Let's spend the night entwined / Out on the boardwalk in sickly summertime
14. Blood, Sex and Booze -- Green Day
My head is in the gutter / Thank you sir, strike up another mandolin
15. Driftwood: A Fairy Tale -- Cursive
And now I wonder how I was made / my arms, my legs, my heart, my face
16. Son of Sam -- Elliott Smith
I may talk in my sleep tonight because I don't know what I am /
I'm a little like you / More like Son of Sam
17. Last Caress -- Misfits
Sweet lovely death / I am waiting for your breath
18. Police Truck -- Dead Kennedys
Your turn to drive I'll bring the beer / It's the late, late shift no one to fear
19. Woe -- Say Anything
She said I can't get laid in this town without these pointy fucking shoes /
My feet are so black and blue and so are you
20. Forever Fades Away -- Tiger Army
Moments are all we have

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Je T'aime // Jim & Pam

2009-01-13T01:29:50Z

Je T'aime
Jim & Pam's story told through Celine Dion songs

1. The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face [Jim]
The first time ever I saw your face / I thought the sun rose in your eyes
2. To Love You More [Jim... pretend it's from a guy's POV :-P]
I'll be waiting for you / Here inside my heart / I'm the one who wants to love you more /
You will see I can give you everything you need / Let me be the one to love you more
3. Alone [Jim]
You don't know how long I have waited / And I was going to tell you tonight /
But the secret is still my own / And my love for you is still unknown, alone
4. Sorry For Love [Jim]
I'm not sorry for my love / I'm not sorry for my touch /
The way I made your hands tremble and my heart rush / I would do it all again /
Wouldn't take back a thing
5. Tell Him (with Barbra Streisand) [Pam]
I've been there with my heart out in my hand / But what you must understand /
You can't let the chance to love him pass you by
6. Us [Jim]
You say it doesn't matter / Then tell me what does / And why that isn't what /
You've been thinking of / You say it's never easy / Then tell me what was /
Is it never worth the pain / Could you believe it was?
7. I Don't Know [Pam]
I'm sure I could face the bitter cold / But life without you, I don't know
8. Then You Look At Me [Pam]
And you say you see / When you look at me / The reason you love life so /
Though lost I have been / I find love again
9. Make You Happy [Pam]
And in your eyes I see a vision / That makes me want to care / And if two people both agree /
That only love can set them free / Then together let us make a world /
Of which others only dream
10. A Song For You [Jim]
Heard the music in my head / So before I could forget /
I start singing, yeah I was singing / This song for you, just made up the words
11. Falling Into You [Pam]
I was afraid to let you in here / Now I have learned love can't be made in fear /
The walls begin to tumble down / And I can't even see the ground
12. I Know What Love Is [Jim]
Now I believe in me / Cause you live and breathe in me /
And nothing can come between / We are one star no night can darken
13. You and I [Pam]
I'm burning, yearning, gently turning round and round /
I'm always rising up I never want to come back down
14. A New Day Has Come [Pam]
Hush, now / I see a light in the sky / And it's almost blinding me /
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love
15. At Last [Jim]
I found a thrill to press my cheek to / A thrill that I have never known / Oh yeah, yeah
You smile, you smile / Oh and then the spell was cast /
And here we are in heaven / For you are mine at last, at last
16. What A Wonderful World [Both]
I see trees of green, red roses too / I see them bloom for me and you /
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

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Who Says You Can't Have It All? / Genmix

2009-01-12T00:19:27Z

Part I
songs for the sad folk

1. Free Fallin' - John Mayer
all the bad boys are standing in the shadows / and the good girls are home with broken hearts
2. From Where I'm Standing - Schuyler Fisk
i guess it's not the way you always planned it / looks like you're heading for a crash landing
3. Streets of Philadelphia - Bruce Springsteen
My clothes don't fit me no more / I walked a thousand miles just to slip this skin
4. In Your Eyes (Acoustic) - Ben Harper
love, i get so lost sometimes / days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
5. I Want It That Way (Alternate Version) - Backstreet Boys
i'm yours completely / i feel so deeply / you're my first thought every day
6. Kite Song - Rosie Thomas
Oh tie me to the end of a kite / so i can go on, i can go on with my life / every time the wind blows stronger / i will feel my spirit rise / i just want to get away from here
7. River - Joni Mitchell
i wish i had a river so long / i would teach my feet to fly

Part II
who says you can't have it all?
(songs of longing and wanting the whole world)

8. Two Days in February - Goo Goo Dolls
something i can't touch i always want way too much anyway
9. I'm on Fire - Jack's Mannequin
only you can cool my desire
11. Save Your Best - Steve Reynolds
chart your course for the coast / for we won't be lovers and then leave it undone
12. Do You Like It? - Our Lady Peace
i just wanna get out / stuck inside of this / waiting for something else / waiting to exist
13. Sweetest Thing - U2
i'm losing you / yeah, i'm losing you / ain't love the sweetest thing?
14. California Home - Darren Hayes
you said all the world's love couldn't satisfy you
15. One of These Days - Michelle Branch
what would you do if i could have you / if i could / i'd let you feel everything i'm thinking / wouldn't that be nice?
16. I Want You (She's So Heavy) - The Beatles
i want you / i want you so bad / i want you so bad it's driving me mad / it's driving me mad
17. Vienna - Billy Joel
you've got your passion / you've got your pride / but don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
18. (Who Says) You Can't Have It All - Alan Jackson

i've got everything a broken heart needs / i'm doing fine don't you worry bout me / cause i'm lord and master / of a fool's taj mahal / yeah, who says you can't have it all

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...baby one more time (more cover songs)

2008-11-25T07:09:42Z

More of my favorite ahhh-mazing cover songs! Rock on.

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1. Revolution - Grandaddy // Originally by The Beatles
2. ...Baby One More Time - Travis // Originally by Britney Spears
3. Part of Your World - Skye Sweetnam // Originally by Ariel in The Little Mermaid
4. Twist and Shout - The Beatles // Originally by The Top Notes [...Yep, The Isley Brothers version is a cover.]
5. With or Without You - Breathe Carolina // Originally by U2
6. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Miley Cyrus // Originally by Cyndi Lauper
7. Walking on Sunshine - Aly & A.J. // Originally by Katrina and the Waves
8. Umbrella - Mandy Moore // Originally by Rhianna
9. Float On - Ben Lee // Originally by Modest Mouse ... [I actually hate the original. It's SO ANNOYING.]
10. Fast Car - David Usher // Originally by Tracy Chapman
11. Heart of Glass - Skye Sweetnam // Originally by Blondie
12. Sweet Dreams (Are Made of These) - Marilyn Manson // Originally by Eurythmics
13. Free Fallin' - John Mayer // Originally by Tom Petty
14. I'm on Fire - Jack's Mannequin // Originally by Bruce Springsteen ... [I just saw them on the 20th and Andrew covered this once again! I couldn't believe he covered my favorite song ever!!! And that I found a copy!]
15. Crash Into Me - Zac Brown Band // Originally by Dave Matthews Band
16. If You Leave - Nada Surf // Originally by O.M.D.
17. Happy Together - Simple Plan // Originally by The Turtles
18. Both Sides Now - Hayley Westenra // Originally by Joni Mitchell
19. Steady As She Goes - Corinne Bailey Rae // Originally by The Raconteurs
20. Tony - Michelle Branch // Originally by Patty Griffin

depression - i'm a balloon deflating

2008-11-20T04:17:12Z

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1. Let It Be - Carol Woods & Timothy T. Mitchum
2. An Insult to the Dead - Say Anything
3. Sleep - The Dandy Warhols
4. Lullaby (Acoustic) - Shawn Mullins
5. All Apologies - Nirvana
6. Sympathy - Goo Goo Dolls
7. Porcelain - Red Hot Chili Peppers
8. A Passing Feeling - Elliott Smith
9. Crash and Burn - Savage Garden
10. When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas
11. Dark Blue - Jack's Mannequin
12. Macy's Day Parade - Green Day
13. Hurtin' Comes Easy - Alan Jackson
14. Tortures of the Damned - Bayside
15. Marching Bands of the Manhattan - Death Cab for Cutie
16. Broken - Lifehouse
17. Mad World - Gary Jules
18. Not Your Year - The Weepies
19. I Can Feel Your Pain - Manchester Orchestra
20. Swim - Jack's Mannequin

And I'm not sure where I belong, nowhere's home and I'm all wrong...

kyla8 @ 2008-11-19T22:18:00

2008-11-20T03:32:41Z

1. Who Knew / Pink
[Heroin overdose]

2. Eleanor Rigby / The Beatles
[Dying alone]

3. Blasphemous Rumors / Depeche Mode
[Attempted suicide, renewing faith in God and then being struck by a car and dying]

4. Adam's Song / Blink182
[Depression and suicide]

5. American Pie / Don McLean
[The plane crash involving Buddy Holly, Richie Valens & The Big Bopper]

6. Last Kiss / Pearl Jam
[Car crash]

7. Sleeps With Angels / Neil Young
[Tribute to Kurt Cobain]

8. Freshman (Acoustic) - The Verve Pipe
[Abortion, suicide]

9. Tony - Patty Griffin
[Suicide]

10. Stan [Live] - Eminem ft. Elton John
[Suicide and double murder]

11. Empty Garden - Elton John
[Tribute to John Lennon]

12. Ironic - Alanis Morissette
[Plane crash]

13. Dakota - O.A.R.
[Tribute to John & the place he was shot]

14. Where Were You When the World Stopped Turning? - Alan Jackson
[9/11]

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Revelations & Epiphanies (What I've Learned)

2008-11-16T06:00:08Z

A mix for the days when you are able to accept the world and your situations just as they are. :-)

Part I : Revelations & Epiphanies

1. The Adventure - Angels & Airwaves // "Anything that is dead shall be regrown" ...
2. All You Need is Love - The Beatles // "There's nothing you can know that isn't known" ...
3. The Resolution - Jack's Mannequin // "I don't need a witness to know that I survived" ...
4. That Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed) - Panic at the Disco // "Things have changed for me and that's okay" ...
5. Full Circle - Miley Cyrus // "There's miles to go, but wait, don't hold back" ...
6. Simple Life - The Weepies // "We'll weave our days together like waves, and particles of light" ...
7. I've Got a Feeling - The Beatles // "Everybody had a good year, everybody let their hair down" ...
8. I'll Follow the Sun - The Beatles // "Tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun" ...

Part II: What I've Learned

9. Hurtin' Comes Easy - Alan Jackson // "Always end up watching love walk away... that's okay" ...
10. When I Come Around - Green Day // "You may find out that your self-doubt means nothing was ever there" ...
11. Aeroplane - Red Hot Chili Peppers // "I like pleasure spiked with pain and music is my aeroplane" ...
12. Colorblind - Say Anything // "I've grown accustomed to the grays and blacks, 'cause they're always coming back" ...
13. Hey Ya - Obadiah Parker // "Why are we so in denial if we know we're not happy here?" ...
14. There's Us - Backstreet Boys // "I looked away when you said we'll never change" ...
15. Take a Bow - Rhianna // "You're so ugly when you cry" ...
16. What I've Been Looking For (Reprise) - High School Musical // "So lonely before I've finally found what I've been looking for" ...
17. Woe (Demo) - Say Anything // "I'm still the optimist though it is hard when all you want to be is in a dream" ...
18. Girl & the Sea (Remix) - The Presets // "She runs toward the sea, yeah she runs so she'll be free" ...
19. Affirmation - Savage Garden // "I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone" ...

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Cover to Cover to Fanmix

2008-11-16T00:49:55Z

My favorite covers!

1. Do You Believe in Magic? - Aly & A.J. [Originally by The Lovin' Spoonful]
2. I'm on Fire - Tori Amos [Originally by Bruce Springsteen]
3. Please Mister Postman - The Beatles [Originally by The Marvelettes]
4. Innocent - David Cook [Originally by Our Lady Peace]
5. Always Be My Baby - David Cook [Originally by Mariah Carey]
6. I Want it That Way - Dynamite Boy [Originally by Backstreet Boys]
7. Bye Bye Bye - Further Seems Forever [Originally by N'Sync]
8. 99 Red Balloons - Goldfinger [Originally by Nena]
9. Working Class Hero - Green Day [Originally by John Lennon]
10. Imagine - Jack Johnson [Originally by John Lennon]
11. Poor Unfortunate Souls - Jonas Brothers [Originally from The Little Mermaid]
12. Your Song - Ewan McGregor [Originally by Elton John]
13. Everybody's Got Something to Hide Except Me and My Monkey - My Brightest Diamond [Originally by The Beatles]
14. Lake of Fire - Nirvana [Originally by Meat Puppets]
15. Time After Time - Quietdrive [Originally by Cyndi Lauper]
16. Baby, I Got Your Money - Say Anything [Originally by O.D.B.]
17. Because - Elliott Smith [Originally by The Beatles]
18. Crazy in Love - Snow Patrol [Originally by Beyonce ft. Jay-Z]
19. Everywhere - Yellowcard [Originally by Michelle Branch]

20. [Bonus Track] I'm on Fire - Bat For Lashes
21. [Bonus Track] I'm on Fire - Catherine Feeny

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Degrassi: Johnny & Alli - Poker Face [EP]

2008-11-15T23:36:47Z

This mix springs from the latest episode of Degrassi Season 8: "With or Without You"
Frankly, I haven't been the hugest fan of Season 8, but I haven't been this excited since Emma & Jay hooked up in Season 4. Of course, Johnny is the lastest bad boy. And what good girl doesn't like a bad boy? I can totally relate to Alli's crush on Johnny, and I hope the writers don't just abandon this plotline. Plus, I am completely in love with Scott Paterson (Johnny) now!

1. New - No Doubt // Why am I so curious? / This territory is dangerous / I'll probably end up at the start / I'll be back in line with my broken heart / New, you're so new / You, you're new

2. I've Just Seen a Face - The Beatles // Had it been another day / I might have looked the other way / and I'd have never been aware / but as it is I'll dream of her tonight

3. What I've Been Looking For - High School Musical // I'm loving having you around / This feeling's like no other/ I want you to know

4. I Want to Hold Your Hand - T.V. Carpio // Yeah, you got that something / I think you'll understand / When I say that something / I want to hold your hand

5. Building a Mystery - Sarah McLachlan // You're so beautiful / A beautiful fucked up man

6. I'm on Fire - Bruce Springsteen // Hey little girl is your daddy home / Did he go away and leave you all alone/ I got a bad desire / I'm on fire / Tell me now baby is he good to you / Can he do to you the things that I do / Oh no, I can take you higher

7. Pokerface - Lady Gaga // Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh / I'll get him hot, show him what I've got / Can't read my / Can't read my / No he can't read my poker face

8. [Bonus Track] Crazy Game of Poker - O.A.R. // But I'm not gonna quit and I'm not gonna stop / Don't give a shit cause I got the drop / Johnny just got two eyes just like mine / And I'm feeling kinda funky, kinda fine

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1968 // A Beatles Fanmix

2008-10-17T02:53:49Z

On the 40th anniversary of The White Album, here is an album that chronicles the beginning of the end of the dream. These songs chronicle the anger, resentment, bitterness, sadness, tension and all other such emotions that began to surface and flare. I love them so much you don't know... maybe one of these days I'll make a happy mix about them, ha. ENJOY.

1. We Didn't Do It /// Tegan & Sara
We didn't do it for the money, I don't know why
We didn't do it for the money, I don't care why
You'll go down down down get in my car it's too full
We didn't do it to be happy, so I can whine
You'll go down down down on the outside
Will I grow this out
You think I got my way
We didn't do it for the money, for the last time
You think I got my way, you think I got my way
Get in my car

2. The Resolution /// Jack's Mannequin
And you hold me down

And you got me living in the past

Come on and pick me up
Somebody clear the wreckage from the blast

3. That Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed) /// Panic at the Disco
I never said I'd leave the city

I never said I'd leave this town
A falling out we won't tiptoe about
And everybody gets there and everybody gets their
And everybody gets their way

4. Minding My Own Business /// Coconut Records
You still look the same
I guess some things never change
But I don’t think it’s funny
You think that it’s funny baby
The drinks all taste the same
I say the drinks all taste the same
So you gotta get me home
And knock me on my feet again love
Cause I’m minding my own business for a change
Uh huh huh huh huh
Yeah I’m minding my own business for a change
Ooh yeah
Yeah I’m minding my own business for a change

5. War /// Edwin Starr
Peace, love and understanding

Tell me, is there no place for them today
They say we must fight to keep our freedom
But Lord knows there's got to be a better way

6. But a Fleeting Illness /// Say Anything
i'm about to break the spell you cast
i'll bury you next to your ego
and mark the grave to burn when we go
up in flames again
now i'm not afraid to kill this
you are but a fleeting illness
the emptier, the easier to break
let the clock spin sweetly on it's way
and your face will blur and fade away

7. Best of You /// Foo Fighters
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear i'll never give in
I refuse

8. I'm So Tired /// Phil Campbell (A bit of a cheat, as this is a Beatles song. :-P But his voice is so amazing.)
You'd say I'm putting you on
But it's no joke, it's doing me harm
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain
You know it's three weeks, I'm going insane
You know I'd give you everything I've got for a little piece of mind

9. Bottle Up & Explode! /// Elliott Smith
Bottle up and explode over and over
Keep the troublemaker below
Put it away and check out for the day
In for a round of overexposure
The thing mother nature provides
To get up and go

10. Can't Go Back Now /// The Weepies
But you and me walk on
Cause you can't go back now
And yeah, yeah, go where you want to go
Be what you want to be,
If you ever turn around, you'll see me.
I can't really say why everybody wishes they were somewhere else
But in the end, the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself

11. Idle Lover /// thenewno2 (George's son!!! <3)
Slip away from the warning signs
Did you say all you're going to say?
Could shout it out from the ship you're sinking
Won't go down with it
People talk as if nothing's wrong
They stab the way it all moves on
Wake up and see that your head's held under
How much longer must I wait for you to figure this all out?
You greet the Devil with open arms, no charge
It changes every year now it's winter time
& the summer's here
The situation's beyond all reason

12. Walking 2 Hawaii /// Tom McRae
Turn the bow into the wave boys
I feel a storm coming in
And every bridge we build we burn
And never learn to swim
No we never learn to swim
So let it go
Lead me to the edge don't stop
Beauty always had a cost
And as the air slips from our lungs
We'll sing songs of love
Oh love, oh love...

13. Boulevard of Broken Dreams /// Green Day (Ringo leaves the band...)
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

14. How's It Going To Be /// Third Eye Blind
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there's no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I don't care
How's it going to be

15. Hideaway /// The Weepies
Some will call me all kinds of names
Some will say I don't play the right kind of game
I try to be honest, try to be kind
And honestly leave when I know that it's time
I know that it's time

16. [Bonus Track] I'm Looking Through You /// The Wallflowers
I'm looking through you, where did you go
I thought I knew you, what did I know
You don't look different, but you have changed
I'm looking through you, you're not the same

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Wristcutters // Hours Til Sunrise

2008-10-14T03:21:13Z

Congrats to the first person who made a Wristcutters fanmix. I saw the movie shortly after, and I knew I had to second the motion. This is a rare and beautiful movie... even if you haven't seen it, I hope that comes through in the music. These are in a specific order for a reason. It chronicles the feelings between Zia and Mikal and their thoughts, beginning to end. I'll leave it to you to discern which lyrics are whose thoughts. :-)

1. Marching Bands of Manhattan // Death Cab For Cutie
Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown

2. Into the Ocean // Blue October
Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

3. You've Gone Away Enough // Mirah
With my eyes mostly closed like a person who knows how to drown
I'll squint at the sun and my shoulders will pray for the ground
Let's throw something over, imagine it's us falling down
And thinking of death we will watch without making a sound

4. Best Mistake // JamisonParker
We‘re not sleeping, and I’m not breathing
If this means anything at all
I won’t let you leave me anymore
If this holds insignificance, I’ll have the hearse follow the ambulance
No medicine exists to make my lungs work again

5. Somebody Loved // The Weepies
Now my feet turn the corner back home
Sun turns the evening to rose
Stars turning high up above
You turn me into, you turn me into
You turn me into somebody loved

6. View From Heaven // Yellowcard
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven,
Maybe we'll make it through one more year
Down here

7. Ocean Trance // ATB

8. Somewhere a Clock is Ticking // Snow Patrol
Something happened, that I never understood
(I could do most anything to you...)
You can't leave
You can't leave
(I could do most anything to you...)

9. At Full Speed // Jack's Mannequin
Should the canyons burn
All night long like the 4th of July
We won't need an alibi
There's gas in the car
Hours til sunrise
And there's no guarantee
That leaving town's gonna set us both free
But staying here it's just not what we need
Staying here it's just not what we need
Because America shines yes it does
In between the white lines where I found love
All alone on a road going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
At full speed

10. The Sun & the Moon // Mae
Wasted time.
I can not say that I was ready for this.
But, when worlds collide,
And all that I have is all that I want.
The words seem to flow
And the thoughts they keep running.
And all that I have is yours.
All that I am is yours.

11. Canon in D Major // Pachelbel
...the smile...

...and the end.

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Jonathan Brandis - Us & Him

2008-06-17T01:26:27Z

I absolutely could NOT resist making another one. This one has a different theme... more happy songs... & I included how we feel, the fans. You can interpret my song choices however you would like. That's why music exists. Hold on... Jonathan's listening.

US & HIM
for Jonathan Brandis, always

1. US/Jonathan's born - God Must Have Spent a Little More Time On You//N'Sync
In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified
2. US/For the fans born before '87, who grew up with Jonathan - Blue Eyes//Cary Brothers
I just wanna sing a song with you
I just wanna be the one that's true
Cause Blue Eyes
You’re the secret I keep
Cause Blue Eyes
All the lights on and you are alive
But you can't point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned
But you don't know
You don't know the greatness you are
3. HIM/Jonathan as an adolescent - Pale Blue Eyes//Tom McRae
If I could make the world as pure,
And strange as what I see,
I'd put you in the mirror,
I put in front of me.
I put in front of me.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
Linger on, your pale blue eyes.
4. HIM/Jonathan lands the role on SeaQuest - What Dreams are Made Of (Ballad Version)//The Lizzie McGuire Movie
Have you ever seen such a beautiful night?
I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright
When I see you smiling, I go
Oh oh oh
I would never want to miss this
5. US/The world discovers this blonde-haired blue-eyed phenom through SeaQuest - What I've Been Looking For (Reprise)//High School Musical
So lonely before
I finally found
What i've been looking for
6. HIM/Jonathan & Brittany Murphy attend prom together... - Hold Me Tight//Across the Universe
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
7. US/...while we are stuck at home w/ acne & Ben & Jerry's - I Want You (She's So Heavy)//Across the Universe
I want you
I want you so bad, babe
I want you
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad
It's driving me mad
8. US/We have settled into our fandom - So Beautiful//Savage Garden
And if all the world was smiling
I would only ever want to see your frown
You know they can sail away in sunsets
We'll be right here stranded on the ground
Just happy to be found
You make me feel so beautiful
Nowhere else in the world I wanna be
You make me feel so beautiful
9. HIM/Jonathan "thinks too much" - Affirmation//Savage Garden
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
10. HIM/The every day Jonathan - The World You Love//Jimmy Eat World
our time is borrowed and spent to freely
every minute i have needs to be made up
but how?
i'm looking for a nice way to say
"i'm out."
i want out.
i fall asleep with my friends around me
only place i know, i feel safe
i'm gonna call this home
11. HIM/Jonathan's first girlfriend - Gotta be Somebody's Blues//Jimmy Eat World
Let the water come
She's the only one I love
Let the fat man draw
She's the sweetest honey pot
Will they see the sky again?
Who will sing their blues for them?
12. US/There's no turning back now... - All You Wanted//Michelle Branch
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
13. HIM/Jonathan begins to become disillusioned by fame - Find Your Way Back//Michelle Branch
I used to get away with so much
Now I can't get away
I even thought that it was simple
To say the things I wanted to say
And you told me everything I wanted to hear
And you sold me
Now I don't know how I should feel
I should know me
And baby, you would think I knew better
I'm finding my way back to you
And everything I used to be
14. HIM/Jonathan falls in love with Tatyana Ali - Take Me Away (Acoustic)//Lifehouse
this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
15. US/If only *I* had been the love of his life - From Where You Are//Lifehouse
I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here
16. HIM/Jonathan makes a plea - Have a Little Faith in Me//John Hiatt
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch, I will catch your fall baby
Just have a little faith in me
17. US/& we let him know that he's our 'only hope' - Only Hope//Mandy Moore
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
18. US/We see Jonathan falling, we hold him up in our hearts - Angels & Devils//Dishwalla
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
19. HIM/He's only human, after all... he wanted to be too much, he reached to high - Every Little Thing//Dishwalla
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation

[Bonus Track] 20. US & HIM/Forever... - My Heart Will Go On//Celine Dion
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

NO ZIP this time, sorry! It is too large... if anyone wants to make one, however, be my guest!